Why the Wagars are what they are

I am gonna give it a try...




So after my thinking, praying, research, I am gonna take a Prenatal Yoga class. I don't think I can know my personal vibe that I get from Yoga unless I take a class. I have always been someone who cant focus on being a lotus flower, or imagining i can breathe with the sound of rolling waves(at my doula training i had to imagine these things) but i will TRY and put my game face on...
Is there only that one place in Corvallis that teaches prenatal yoga? I don't wanna do the gym yoga classes...

Nalia





Nalia would not smile in most of these pictures.... Silly Girl....

YOGA??



History of Yoga – What is Yoga?Today, many people are taking up yoga techniques for physical exercise, and most don’t know the history of yoga. They believe there is nothing wrong with implementing this form of exercise into their daily regiment to promote a more healthy body.

However, the practice of yoga is much more than a system of physical exercise for health. Yoga is an ancient path to spiritual growth, and originates out of India where Induism is practiced. The practice and goal of yoga dates back to the Upanishads, written between 1000-5000 BC.

History of Yoga – Is it spiritual?
The history of yoga is based in the Indus Valley civilization. The techniques are practiced by the Indus to initiate spiritual growth. The yogis encourage union with the finite jiva (transitory self) and with the infinite Brahman (eternal self). Brahman is a term used by the Hindus to mean “God.” So, what are we supposed to unite with? Yogis usually think of God as an impersonal, spiritual substance, coexisting with all of reality. This doctrine is called pantheism which is the view that everything is God. In the Bible, God reveals Himself as the personal Creator of the universe.

Since it is taught by the yogis that everything is God, it then stands to reason, man is God. Christianity, on the other hand, teaches us there is a clear distinction between man and God. Since God is the Creator, we are one of his creations and created “in the image” of God.

Unlike the yogis, the Bible presents man’s primary problem to be sin -- a failure to conform to God’s character and standards. The solution is Jesus Christ’s death on the cross. He calls men to freely receive all the benefits of His salvation through faith in Christ alone.

Yoga views man’s problem primarily in terms of ignorance. Man simply does not understand he is God so the solution is enlightenment, or an experience of union with God. In order to reach that goal, there must be a lot of striving and effort which is not needed in the Christian viewpoint.

History of Yoga - Is yoga safe?
Can the methods used in the yoga techniques for exercising be separated from the philosophy? The answer is a distinctive “no” because yoga is considered to be a practice of psychosomatic exercises. There is no way to separate the two. The yoga scholar will tell you that in order to practice yoga in the fullest, one must experience what is called the “kundalini” effect within meditation. What does this mean? For spiritual lessons to be grasped by the soul within the person, the chakra, or different locations within the body where a circle of metaphysical and/or biophysical energy resides, join together in the process. Kundilini stimulates the chakra center to open and release the energy held within. If not done properly, some believe that a person can injure the brain.

By researching the history of yoga, we learn that it is not safe spiritually. Yoga teaches us to focus on ourselves instead of on the one true God. It encourages us to seek the answers to life's difficult questions within our own conscience instead of in the Bible. It also leaves one open to deception from Satan, who searches for victims that he can turn away from God (1 Peter 5:8).


I love the whole Zen, Fung Shui theme that is going on...Yoga is another one of those things that I like the "idea" of. I really want this pregnancy to be "ZEN".
With yoga I have heard that it is not a good thing to open yourself up to. Then on the other hand I hear that its just a relaxing thing to do that is "healthy".
I read 3 different sites and this one was the most detail about what it really means... When i read this article i thought of that Joke of a book (personal opinion) called "The Secret" how if your "believe in yourSELF" anything is possible. I think that it takes the focus off God, but on the other hand we are a very selfish generation that some think the more the better...
Another thought is that they have mommy baby yoga? Is that opening your baby up to something that is not good? hmmmmmmmmm....
I am a very BLACK and WHITE person... I am going to do something cause i believe in it and its origin and i am aware of what i am opening my self up to. I always have a audience of one watching me and soon 2 will be watching me. I don't want to start doing something and make up my own meaning to what I am participating in... i hope this makes sense...


What are your thoughts..is Yoga a GO? Or stay Far away? My opinion is not yet decided but i am leaning towards a No...well see.....

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From 2-5pm we will have a open house and if you want to make a thumb print necklace email me so that i can confirm it to Lindsey how many are wanting it so that she can bring right amount of supplies.. Hope to see you there.

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Play-Dough--ALL NATURAL

DIY Non-toxic Playdough Recipe from Green Mom Finds
Our daughter really loves mushing her hands into and picking playdough apart into little pieces. Makes a nice clean up job for mom after baby's done and on to the next toy. I'm so glad we don't have much carpet in the house! I was browsing through all of my favorite blogs today and was happy to stumble upon Green Mom Finds recipe for non-toxic playdough. So, if you need a rainy day activity with your toddler try making playdough together - a fun, sticky mess. Oh, and if she decides to eat it, it's non-toxic to boot!

From Green Mom Finds - Making your own non-toxic play dough is a super fun rainy day activity you can do with your kids:

2 cups flour
1 cup salt
2 tablespoons vegetable oil
2 cups water with several drops of food coloring added*
4 teaspoons cream of tartar
Mix ingredients together in a saucepan over medium heat. Stir constantly until mixture thickens. Remove from heat and turn dough onto a plate to cool. Store in a covered container or plastic bag. Finished creations can be baked slowly in the oven until hardened, then painted.

*You can also add vegetable juices or mashed up vegetables, such as carrots, beets, or spinach for color instead of food coloring.

This is a LONG Post!


This post is more for myself cause this pregnancy i will have no soda of ANY kind, my sugar will be a minimal to pretty much NOTHING..
Now i am not writing this to make other pregnant moms feel bad, this is just a personal thing and some crazy facts about sugar. I am writing with good intentions not bad...
Is sugar bad for you?
The white crystalline substance we know of as sugar is an unnatural substance produced by industrial processes (mostly from sugar cane or sugar beets) by refining it down to pure sucrose, after stripping away all the vitamins, minerals, proteins, enzymes and other beneficial nutrients.

What is left is a concentrated unnatural substance which the human body is not able to handle, at least not in anywhere near the quantities that is now ingested in today's accepted lifestyle. Sugar is addictive. The average American now consumes approximately 115 lbs. of sugar per year. This is per man, woman and child.

The biggest reason sugar does more damage than any other poison, drug or narcotic is twofold: (a) It is considered a "food" and ingested in such massive quantities, and
(b) The damaging effects begin early, from the day a baby is born and is fed sugar in its formula. Even mothers milk is contaminated with it if the mother eats sugar, and
(c) Practically 95% of people are addicted to it to some degree or other.
Sugar is eaten to excess
It has been said that the criteria as to whether a substance (any substance) is harmful or medically beneficial is the quantity in which it is used in the human body. To point to a dramatic illustration: we all know that the venom of a rattlesnake, a cobra, water moccasin, coral, and other venomous snakes is deadly to the human system. There are some snakes whose bite is so deadly it can cause death within a matter of seconds. Nevertheless, even snake venom, deadly as it is, has been used for therapeutic, medical purposes when used in minute quantities.

History of sugar
Whereas sugar had been around in minute quantities for several thousand years, it was practically unknown and formed an insignificant part of the average diet in the Classical civilizations of Egypt, Greece and Rome. The Greeks (who had a word for nearly everything!) did not even have a word for it. Even in medieval Europe it was practically unknown and then only a rare delicacy in the royal courts.

During the last major Crusade that ended in 1204 some of the Christian Crusaders were introduced to sugar freely used by the Saracens. The Moors when invading and colonizing the southern part of Spain grew sugar cane on Spanish soil and refined sugar. When Spain drove out the Moors, it inherited some of the cane plantations. It was during this time that Christendom took its first big bite of the forbidden fruit and liked it.

Sugar is an unnatural chemical
Why is sugar so devastating to our health? One reason is it is pure chemical and (like heroin) through refining has been stripped of all the natural food nutrition that it originally had in the plant itself.

Heroin and sugar are arrived at by very similar processes of refinement. In producing heroin, the opium is first extracted from the poppy: The opium is then refined into morphine. The chemists then went to work on morphine and further refined it into heroin, proclaiming they had "discovered" a wonderful new pain-killer that was non-addictive. So they said.

Similarly, sugar is first pressed as a juice from the cane (or beet) and refined into molasses. Then it is refined into brown sugar, and finally into strange white crystals C12H22O, that are an alien chemical to the human system.

Sugar is addictive
A second reason that sugar is so harmful is that like heroin it is addictive, and being delectable and seductive to the taste, it is also habit forming. Starting with sugar in the baby's formula, people not only develop a strong taste for sugar but an insatiable craving for it so that they never seem to get enough of this poison.

Slow but insidious
A third reason is that the damage sugar does is slow and insidious. It takes years before it ruins your pancreas, your adrenal glands, throws your whole endocrine system out of kilter and produces a huge list of damage.

Foods are loaded with sugar
A fourth reason is the outrageous amounts of sugar civilized nations consume. Americans in particular are told how they are the best fed and best nourished people on the face of the earth. If we are talking about processed junk food - this is true.

If you examine the "foods" in any supermarket more closely and start reading labels, you will find just about everything contains sugar. Most of the foods are loaded with it - from cereals, to soups, to ketchup, to hotdogs. Even flue-cured tobacco can contain as much as 20% sugar by weight. Some cereals are as much as 50% sugar.

List of Damages
We have stated that sugar is deleterious to your health: that it is more damaging than all other narcotics combined; that it is a long term chemical poison. Just what damage does sugar do to the human body? The list is endless.

When we talk about sugar, we are including bad nutrition as a whole, since anyone who indulges in sugar has bad dietary habits per se.


Sugar is by far the leading cause of dental deterioration - cavities in teeth, bleeding gums, failure of bone structure, and loss of teeth.
Sugar is the main cause of diabetes, hyperglycemia and hypoglycemia.
It is either a significant or contributory cause of heart disease, arteriosclerosis, mental illness, depression, senility, hypertension, cancer.
It has an extremely harmful effect in unbalancing the endocrine system and injuring its component glands such as the adrenal glands, pancreas and liver, causing the blood sugar level to fluctuate widely. It has a number of other extremely damaging effects on the human body.
Some of the other effects of sugar on the body are: Increases overgrowth of candida yeast organism
Increases chronic fatigue
Can trigger binge eating in those with bulima
Increases PMS symptoms
Increases hyperactivity in about 50% of children
Increases tooth decay
Increases anxiety and irritability
Can increase or intensify symptoms of anxiety and panic in susceptible women
Can make it difficult to lose weight because of constantly high insulin levels, which causes the body to store excess carbs as fat.


Sugar can suppress your immune system and impair your defenses against infectious disease.1,2

Sugar upsets the mineral relationships in your body: causes chromium and copper deficiencies and interferes with absorption of calcium and magnesium. 3,4,5,6

Sugar can cause can cause a rapid rise of adrenaline, hyperactivity, anxiety, difficulty concentrating, and crankiness in children.7,8

Sugar can produce a significant rise in total cholesterol, triglycerides and bad cholesterol and a decrease in good cholesterol.9,10,11,12

Sugar causes a loss of tissue elasticity and function.13

Sugar feeds cancer cells and has been connected with the development of cancer of the breast, ovaries, prostate, rectum, pancreas, biliary tract, lung, gallbladder and stomach.14,15,16,17,18,19,20

Sugar can increase fasting levels of glucose and can cause reactive hypoglycemia.21,22

Sugar can weaken eyesight.23

Sugar can cause many problems with the gastrointestinal tract including: an acidic digestive tract, indigestion, malabsorption in patients with functional bowel disease, increased risk of Crohn's disease, and ulcerative colitis.24,25,26,27,28

Sugar can cause premature aging.29

Sugar can lead to alcoholism.30

Sugar can cause your saliva to become acidic, tooth decay, and periodontal disease.31,32,33

Sugar contributes to obesity.34

Sugar can cause autoimmune diseases such as: arthritis, asthma, multiple sclerosis.35,36,37

Sugar greatly assists the uncontrolled growth of Candida Albicans (yeast infections)38

Sugar can cause gallstones.39

Sugar can cause appendicitis.40

Sugar can cause hemorrhoids.41

Sugar can cause varicose veins.42

Sugar can elevate glucose and insulin responses in oral contraceptive users.43

Sugar can contribute to osteoporosis.44

Sugar can cause a decrease in your insulin sensitivity thereby causing an abnormally high insulin levels and eventually diabetes.45,46,47

Sugar can lower your Vitamin E levels.48

Sugar can increase your systolic blood pressure.49

Sugar can cause drowsiness and decreased activity in children.50

High sugar intake increases advanced glycation end products (AGEs)(Sugar molecules attaching to and thereby damaging proteins in the body).51

Sugar can interfere with your absorption of protein.52

Sugar causes food allergies.53

Sugar can cause toxemia during pregnancy.54

Sugar can contribute to eczema in children.55

Sugar can cause atherosclerosis and cardiovascular disease.56,57

Sugar can impair the structure of your DNA.58

Sugar can change the structure of protein and cause a permanent alteration of the way the proteins act in your body.59,60

Sugar can make your skin age by changing the structure of collagen.61

Sugar can cause cataracts and nearsightedness.62,63

Sugar can cause emphysema.64

High sugar intake can impair the physiological homeostasis of many systems in your body.65

Sugar lowers the ability of enzymes to function.66

Sugar intake is higher in people with Parkinson's disease.67

Sugar can increase the size of your liver by making your liver cells divide and it can increase the amount of liver fat.68,69

Sugar can increase kidney size and produce pathological changes in the kidney such as the formation of kidney stones.70,71

Sugar can damage your pancreas.72

Sugar can increase your body's fluid retention.73

Sugar is enemy #1 of your bowel movement.74

Sugar can compromise the lining of your capillaries.75

Sugar can make your tendons more brittle.76

Sugar can cause headaches, including migraines.77

Sugar can reduce the learning capacity, adversely affect school children's grades and cause learning disorders.78,79

Sugar can cause an increase in delta, alpha, and theta brain waves which can alter your mind's ability to think clearly.80

Sugar can cause depression.81

Sugar can increase your risk of gout.82

Sugar can increase your risk of Alzheimer's disease.83

Sugar can cause hormonal imbalances such as: increasing estrogen in men, exacerbating PMS, and decreasing growth hormone.84,85,86,87

Sugar can lead to dizziness.88

Diets high in sugar will increase free radicals and oxidative stress.89

High sucrose diets of subjects with peripheral vascular disease significantly increases platelet adhesion.90

High sugar consumption of pregnant adolescents can lead to substantial decrease in gestation duration and is associated with a twofold increased risk for delivering a small-for-gestational-age (SGA) infant.91,92

Sugar is an addictive substance.93

Sugar can be intoxicating, similar to alcohol.94

Sugar given to premature babies can affect the amount of carbon dioxide they produce.95

Decrease in sugar intake can increase emotional stability.96

Your body changes sugar into 2 to 5 times more fat in the bloodstream than it does starch.97

The rapid absorption of sugar promotes excessive food intake in obese subjects.98

Sugar can worsen the symptoms of children with attention deficit hyperactivity disorder (ADHD).99

Sugar adversely affects urinary electrolyte composition.100

Sugar can slow down the ability of your adrenal glands to function.101

Sugar has the potential of inducing abnormal metabolic processes in a normal healthy individual and to promote chronic degenerative diseases.102

I.V.s (intravenous feedings) of sugar water can cut off oxygen to your brain.103

Sugar increases your risk of polio.104

High sugar intake can cause epileptic seizures.105

Sugar causes high blood pressure in obese people.106

In intensive care units: Limiting sugar saves lives.107

Sugar may induce cell death.108

In juvenile rehabilitation camps, when children were put on a low sugar diet, there was a 44 percent drop in antisocial behavior.109

Sugar dehydrates newborns.110

Sugar can cause gum disease.111


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A MUST read book!!




You have got to read this book if you care even a little bit about your health.
You can find it at wal-mart for $10.00 or go to www.everydayhealth.com and get it for $10.00 and free shipping.

some facts in this book..

if you are overweight you have a 130% chance of getting stomach cancer, if your under category of obesity you have a 330% chance of getting it.

If your child was born in 2000 1 out of 3 of kids will have diabetes.
(this is why i don't give nalia bad sugar and we don't have soda and candy in our house. gotta be the example I want Nalia to live ..right..this is a personal thing for us....)Gosh Americans have forgot what moderation is.
I find it sad.


If your not sure about buying check it out at borders...


Happy Eating's!!!

Hey Mommys out there !!!!


Is this cool or what? you can have your little ones finger print as a necklace, bracelet, or whatever you want it to be, Come to my party on the 19Th of this month and bring your little one too. My party is more of a open house so Lindsey can show us her goods. She will bring the stuff so that you can make your child's finger print.

Priceless thing!!!

Happy 26th


Happy Birthday Casey!

Oct 1, 2007 RUBY ENTERED THE WORLD!






HAPPY BIRTHDAY RUBYYYYYYYYYYYYYYY. WE LOVE YOU!!




pictures taken by Lavenda Memory.
www.lavendamemory.com

I am having a Jewelry Party on Oct 19 @2:00



My friend Lindsey Fitchett makes the COOLEST jewelry. If you like Sundance Jewelry then you will love her stuff... Its very unique and fresh.









Check out her web-site for more pictures and to start and make your list of the you gotta buy...
www.lfjewelrydesigns.etsy.com

oh and i gotta add a picture of the one behind the goods... here she is...

The Full Detailed story....I was HYB POSITIVE

9 months later and I am pregnant!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Ok so 5 days before my period I took a test. that is cause I am VERY impatient. All the other months I got alot better....But not this one.. I totally had a feeling that i was pregnant but I have had feelings that i were before...over the last 9 months..But i tell you..THIS WAS DIFFERENT!

I tested and the line was FAINT that i thought that I was mentally going insane to the point that I was telling myself that I was pregnant... So i went to my moms house and she could see the line. I didnt know what to believe.. I called Abby and she told me to take a picture but the 2nd line would not show up in pictures. I was DYING cause jessica was as practice and I almost ran down there and stopped practice but i said I cant be the CRAZY person...

So Thur. morning i tested with a dollar store test. Again it was positive. I then texted jessica and told her to get over to my house.. she was here with her trooper Ruby by 9:30am. She was later than i thought cause Nalia took a dump on the ground before shower time and that held us up from giving the clear to head over....
So she was very excited and i said what do I do.. she said TEST AGAIN! HAHAHA

So since the pregnancy center here burnt down and was not working I was gonna head to albany and test there...But then i thought man will i have to get counseled about being pregnant again? plus I volunteer at the lebanon one...
Plan B from my side-kick... she called Alex and she had a extra test. We headed over there once trav left for work (TRAV NEVER KNEW ANY OF THIS WAS GOING ON)

I tested and I was NEGATIVE...I confirmed in myself that I was full of it in my head then i wasnted to throw up and cry at the same time... But my side kick detective took the test a min later and said.. WAIT THERE IS A SECOND LINE APPEARING just then i swallowed my vomit and sucked in my tears...
Alex could see it and so did i. then i wondered if imagining things were contagious cause now they were seeing the 2nd line too...


this is what the test ended up looking like.....
So I called the 1800 line and the guy assured me that I was pregnant. I believed it a little more.

Friday (3 days before I start)came around and I tested and it was still positive...
Tonight was the night I would tell trav...I wanted to SUPRISE HIM. So thur night I told him that I was meeting with my Mid-wife Missy to talk over some stuff that I Naturopathic doctor told me ...a LIE i know!
So this is what I made up ..the bold part is... the other part is a really scientific was of talking about pregnancy that jessica sent me. I modified the words to throw trav off when he would read it over dinner.
here it is....

Caylan, I enjoyed meeting yesterday at Starbucks. I am glad that after the saliva test and blood test we are closer to find what is seeming to cause over-flow of estrogen levels in your body. This is kind of hard to explain so I hope that this makes sense:

You have something that is somewhat common called HYB Positive. Higher levels of estrogen rise in the body and transport energy to the hyper yulba gland of the thyroid. It's as small as a sunflower seed but is very powerful. Over time things such as stress, rapid weight-loss, depression, excess exercising can spark something that can cause it to be a storm in the body.
(i wrote that)

this is what jessica sent me and i changed some words
Human reproduction is the result of the union of an egg (produced in the ovary) with a sperm (produced in the testis), giving rise to an embryo .
After sexual intercourse, the sperm are deposited in the vagina, from which they begin their journey from the outer cervical opening (the gate to the internal female reproductive system which is open and accessible during the fertile days) and progress through the cervical canal and the uterus reaching the fallopian tubes.
The fallopian tube also receives the newly ovulated egg via the fimbria, and is the site where the egg is fertilized by the sperm. The zygote is transported down the fallopian tube for the next 5-6 days during which time it divides into 2, 4, 6, 16 etc cells...(sometimes called a Molar Pregnancy)
When the embryo reaches the uterus it has developed into a blastocyst (60-120 cells), which is capable to implant in the
endometrium.

then after he read this out-loud cause I told him that I was too scared to read what the results were(another things to throw him off)
..................THEN I HANDED HIM A PAPER THAT SAID THIS...........................

I AM HYB

HAVING YOUR BABY

AND ITS POSITIVE!!!!!!!!!!

.....................................................................................
he looked at the paper for like 30 seconds........ then starred longer......

then looked up at me and was like " YOUR PREGNANT?" with a HUGE SMILE!!

I WAS LIKE YYYYYYYYYYYYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSs!
this all went down at some place next to Big River called Bar 101 i think. Thanks to Denny for telling us to go there. My hamburger was SOOOOOOOOOOOO good!!


So over dinner we talked about the future baby....I loved it!!!!!

Now this is a personal thing.. PERSONAL PERSONAL!!
I am telling people so soon that I am pregnant cause if I wait til 12 weeks like some people do after they miscarry I would be doubting that my baby will live to full term. When I tell people that I am pregnant this early that is me speaking it over myself that I am pregnant with a HEALTHY baby. That I will NOT live in FEAR! I have a peace and ya know if something happens then I will have so much more support and prayer surrounding me ...God knows! i Trust him and I choose to walk in faith and not live in FEAR! this is just what I have to personally do so that i wont live in Fear over what could happen.....plus man how can I HOLD THIS IN!!




Oh and I really believe that it is a BOY!



I AM BLESSED

God Never Fails to BLESS!!!!







I AM PPPPPPPRRRRRRRRREEEEEEEEGGGGGGGNAAAAANNNNNNNTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTTT!!!!!!!!!!

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!


that is all the words that I can get out... tell more later!!!!!!!!!!

Potty Time take 3


We are hitting it hard...

Nalia is totally ready to be potty trained.
She is very attached to her diapers and thats gotta go...


she will tell me when she pooped..she will plug her nose and tell me....
She knows where the potty is...
Brings me diaper to change her and at times tries to change herself..
so today we started.
she is naked most of the day...
i am waiting for her to poop in her potty chair...
she went pee two times today...

I dont wanna push her, but i totally know that she is MORE than ready...

Lovin em...


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Check out their shoes....

Nalia will be getting these sweet boots!

ORGANIC FESTIVAL






The best thing in the WORLD......... I loved it SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much.
Yes trav did get some glasses a while ago and since his eyes were hurting from his contacts he had to wear them...







Ruby and Nalia can actually play together, its so funny when she climbs into her toy basket and hands toys to Ruby...
The funny weird one of Nalia is her taking pictures of herself...She goes "eye" Eye" when she wants to take a picture.. it funny...

Beauty!



This is a bride that I did last saturday..She was STUNNING, I mean she looks beautiful in the pictures but even they do little justice to how she looked in person..
I will post some pictures of her wedding and her dress...beautiful as well.....
these pictures were taking with my old school camera...