James 1:27 (New International Version) 27Religion that God our Father accepts as pure and faultless is this: to look after orphans and widows in their distress and to keep oneself from being polluted by the world.
Why the Wagars are what they are
No Way.. HOLY COW...God is SO GOOD!...
ITS A GGGGGIIIIIIRRRRRRLLLLLLLLLLL---GIRL GIRL GIRL GIRL---
Profile. Still looking like a Cute Alien
SHE was all KICKED BACK feet up on my Placenta-----
-----BEST Profile we could get. She loved to suck on her knees-----
So as everyone know's I "KNEW" I was having a boy. I mean I knew it. I felt that God told me that I would have a son.
BUT.....I always tell God that I want to live a CRAZY,SPONTANEOUS LIFE.. and that is what he has given me...
Today I went into my ultra-sound being so sure that I had a boy in my belly... But as the ultra-sound tech told me what do you think that you are having and I said BOY. she smiled and said NO.. I see PRINCESS PUFFS..WHAT?!?
The weird thing was that I felt such a peace and i would of thought that i would have felt VERY LET down and disappointed ..But I felt such a peace.. I mean a OH MY GOSH I AM SHOCKED PEACE...Not like I had real hard disappointment..Just stunned and taking it all in...
So as I watched my baby GIRL wave her hands .. give me a thumbs up..suck her thumb..,move,kick, I was in AW of the beauty of life.. Penis or Vagina. I have LIFE a healthy baby girl in my belly making it clear that she is in there ... My heart melted. I mean that was all alot to take in. we get our ultra-sounds recorded so that we can keep them forever ..so I will watch it again and again.. I mean also cause sometimes I am still in SHOCK that I am really having ANOTHER baby GIRL!
Bigger Picture Now:
GOd told me that i am having a Boy. I just assumed that it was this pregnancy. WRONG. But makes me remember that He is GOD.. I mean GOD. I trust his plan far more than mine and I really mean that.. not just saying the Christian thing. I know what he spoke to me and in my time of deeper knowing him I will understand him speaking to me back in Sept.
I am someone that writes my own story long before it has been lived. I mean I have my dream dreamed before I have ever fell asleep so this is the best thing that could happen to me.. Any story that I had written for this to be a BOY is GONE... what I mean is that God is writing my story from here on out. He has blessed me with another girl and here on out he is writing my story and I am just following with a GOOD attitude.(as trav says attitude is everything)
I had my ideal ways of how i would have loved for this to go...BUT when things don't go MY WAY just confirms to me that I am in Gods will and what better feeling and peace that I have living with that. Like when I got preg at my timing and miscarried I was thrown off of my timing and schedule.. BUT looking back Gods timing was FAR FAR FAR better. So when i look back and think ahead about my ideals i am LEARNING to put those aside and just ENJOY my life and TRUST CHRIST and whatever he brings my way knowing that PROMISE that he has my best interest at heart. I Know that! I am not saying that God will not honor the desires of my heart.. I know that he put a desire there to raise a boy to be a man. Just not on my timing. i am OK with that.
I love more than anything my sweet Nalia and Now I get 2!
I am immersed my self in reading about who Christ is and really praying. So this SHOCK is not something that is BITTER..Its SO SWEET! Cause I have a PEACE that passes all UNDErSTANDING.. cause whoever said that Gods plan or way makes sense...show me that in the bible=) HA
I will post more pictures.. The ultra sound Tech let Nalia do the ultra sound with her. so COOL she loved it
Funny thing.
Nalia would never call this baby a boy.. and always called the baby Amy... Never Henry. even when I tried to have her repeat after me. ..Maybe she knew all along hmmm......
well now onto looking at girl baby bedding and designing the Nursery!YESSSSSSSSSS!
I am so thankful that I have a husband with no expectations in this area. HE teaches me so much about trust.. he is SOOOOOOOO happy to have another little girl..
i wonder what she will look like? I mean who doesn't think that....
NIGHT
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ahhhh congrats!!! How wonderful!!
I KNEW I was having a girl, I thought there was NO WAY I would have a boy first, it HAS to be a girl.. but apparently I'm wrong!! :)
I have to remind myself this is all part of God's perfect plan for us!
Congrats to yoU! :)
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